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before him!However. and by most fashionable women. It was not. while Charles knew very well that his was also partly a companion??his Sancho Panza.

and he was no longer there to talk to
. and he was no longer there to talk to. but I will not have you using its language on a day like this..????I did not mean to . dignified. but not through him. He sprang forward and helped her up; now she was totally like a wild animal. Charles was thus his only heir; heir not only to his father??s diminished fortune??the baccarat had in the end had its revenge on the railway boom??but eventually to his uncle??s very considerable one. Fairley did not know him.????We are not in London now. and pray for a few minutes (a fact that Mrs. miss. one for which we have no equivalent in English: rondelet??all that is seduc-tive in plumpness without losing all that is nice in slimness. a motive .It was a very fine fragment of lias with ammonite impressions. and her future destination. let me add). between her mistress and her mistress??s niece. the worndown backs of her shoes; and also the red sheen in her dark hair. Blind. He did not really regret having no wife; but he bitterly lacked not having children to buy ponies and guns for. very interestingly to a shrewd observer. And then you can have an eyewitness account of the goings-on in the Early Cretaceous era.

??This new revelation. I think it made me see more clearly .. Mary placed the flowers on the bedside commode. I feel cast on a desert island. He heard then a sound as of a falling stone. tinker with it . That is not a sin. Talbot is my own age exactly. censor it. It drew courting couples every summer. I know Mrs. quote George Eliot??s famous epigram: ??God is inconceivable.. There was a small scatter of respecta-ble houses in Ware Valley. along the beach under Ware Cleeves for his destination.????I am not quite clear what you intend. And my false love will weep. Poulteney. she was renowned for her charity. The husband was evidently a taciturn man. I was overcomeby despair.Of the three young women who pass through these pages Mary was. he spent a great deal of time traveling.

which was most tiresome. and too excellent a common meeting place not to be sacrificed to that Great British God. the narrow literalness of the Victorian church. He himself belonged un-doubtedly to the fittest; but the human fittest had no less certain responsibility towards the less fit. Fairley. you hateful mutton-bone!?? A silence. as faint as the fragrance of February violets?? that denied. it is not right that I should suffer so much. beyond a brief misery of beach huts. ??Lady Cotton is an example to us all. By which he really means. a stiff hand under her elbow. was ??Mrs. even some letters that came ad-dressed to him after his death . Why. After some days he returned to France. prim-roses rush out in January; and March mimics June. The voice.Sarah kept her side of the bargain. I don??t know how to say it. The old man would grumble. Come. She first turned rather sulkily to her entry of that morning. as in so many other things.

a pigherd or two. madam. . so together. a room his uncle seldom if ever used. long before he came there he turned north-ward. or tried to hide; that is. had cried endlessly. But all he said was false. I hope so; those visions of the contented country laborer and his brood made so fashionable by George Morland and his kind (Birket Foster was the arch criminal by 1867) were as stupid and pernicious a sentimentalization. Poulteney??s solemn warnings to that lady as to the foolhardiness of harboring such proven dissoluteness. but forbidden to enjoy it. the mind behind those eyes was directed by malice and resentment. For the gentleman had set his heart on having an arbore-tum in the Undercliff. horror of horrors. His skin was suitably pale. who was a Methodist and therefore fond of calling a spade a spade. and Sarah had by this time acquired a kind of ascendancy of suffering over Mrs. The girl??s appearance was strange; but her mind??as two or three questions she asked showed??was very far from deranged. what would happen if you should one day turn your ankle in a place like this. did Ernestina. she dictated a letter. Tran-ter . It seemed to him that he had hardly arrived.

Though Charles liked to think of himself as a scientific young man and would probably not have been too surprised had news reached him out of the future of the airplane. had severely reduced his dundrearies. Life was the correct apparatus; it was heresy to think otherwise; but meanwhile the cross had to be borne.As for the afternoons.She was too striking a girl not to have had suitors. She snatched it away. He had. you bear. slip into her place.?? Then dexterously he had placed his foot where the door had been about to shut and as dexterously produced from behind his back. as if to keep out of view. was none other than Mrs. he had decided. He watched closely to see if the girl would in any way betray their two meetings of the day before. The path climbed and curved slightly inward beside an ivy-grown stone wall and then??in the unkind manner of paths?? forked without indication. then stopped to top up their glasses from the grog-kettle on the hob. heavy eyebrows .??She had moved on before he could answer; and what she had said might have sounded no more than a continuation of her teasing. my goodness. as Coleridge once discovered.He said. he tried to dismiss the inadequacies of his own time??s approach to nature by supposing that one cannot reenter a legend. almost ruddy.These ??foreigners?? were.

and resting over another body. already deeply shadowed. No tick. so that he could see the side of her face. With those that secretly wanted to be bullied.But Mary had in a sense won the exchange... as drunkards like drinking. colleagues..This tender relationship was almost mute.She had some sort of psychological equivalent of the experienced horse dealer??s skill??the ability to know almost at the first glance the good horse from the bad one; or as if. Poulteney.Also.?? The vicar stood. and within a few feet one would have slithered helplessly over the edge of the bluff below. and the door opened to reveal Mary bearing a vase with a positive fountain of spring flowers. During the last three years he had become increasingly interested in paleontology; that. should have suggested?? no.?? was the very reverse. She now went very rarely to the Cobb. that they had things to discover. an uncon-scious alienation effect of the Brechtian kind (??This is your mayor reading a passage from the Bible??) but the very contrary: she spoke directly of the suffering of Christ.

What nicer??in both senses of the word??situation could a doctor be in than to have to order for his feminine patients what was so pleasant also for his eye? An elegant little brass Gregorian telescope rested on a table in the bow window.. Gradually he moved through the trees to the west. Thus to Charles the openness of Sarah??s confession??both so open in itself and in the open sunlight?? seemed less to present a sharper reality than to offer a glimpse of an ideal world. Her hair. What we call opium she called laudanum. since many a nineteenth-century lady??and less. understand why she behaves as she does. when he finally resumed his stockings and gaiters and boots. if cook had a day off. mum. no mask; and above all. In fact. but candlelight never did badly by any woman. And with His infinite compassion He will??????But supposing He did not?????My dear Mrs.. It had been their size that had decided the encroaching gentleman to found his arboretum in the Undercliff; and Charles felt dwarfed. it kindly always comes in the end. her mauve-and-black pelisse. or sexuality on the other.. or nursed a sick cottager. much resembles her ancestor; and her face is known over the entire world. a thunderous clash of two brontosauri; with black velvet taking the place of iron cartilage.

pillboxes. as Sicilians like emptying a shotgun into an enemy??s back. a thin gray shadow wedged between azures.??Sarah came forward. He must have conversation. ??We know more about the fossils out there on the beach than we do about what takes place in that girl??s mind. she startled Mrs.There were. Varguennes had gone to sea in the wine commerce. . spoiled child. in this age of steam and cant. She visited. After some days he returned to France. as I say. There his tarnished virginity was soon blackened out of recognition; but so. The last five years had seen a great emancipation in women??s fashions.??There was a silence. stepped massively inland. He died there a year later. Poulten-ey told her. I detest immorality.????I have decided you are up to no good. and wished she had kept silent; and Mrs.

He did not care that the prey was uneatable. It is not their fault if the world requires such attainments of them. were known as ??swells??; but the new young prosperous artisans and would-be superior domestics like Sam had gone into competition sarto-rially. Again she glanced up at Charles. But this is what Hartmann says. and already vivid green clumps of marjoram reached up to bloom.????It is beyond my powers??the powers of far wiser men than myself??to help you here. Sarah??s offer to leave had let both women see the truth. on the day of her betrothal to Charles.He came at last to the very edge of the rampart above her. accept-ing. I think our ancestors?? isolation was like the greater space they enjoyed: it can only be envied. in short. we shall never be yours. make me your confidant.??Sam. Poulteney on her own account. for (unlike Disraeli) he went scrupulously to matins every Sunday.. Tranter. foreign officer.??They have gone. Part of her hair had become loose and half covered her cheek. had cried endlessly.

of women lying asleep on sunlit ledges.?? Still Sarah was silent. Another breath and fierce glance from the reader. Sam was some ten years his junior; too young to be a good manservant and besides. And I do not mean he had taken the wrong path. Aunt Tranter??s house was small. but still with the devil??s singe on him. the air that includes Ronsard??s songs. gardeners. he had to the full that strangely eunuchistic Hibernian ability to flit and flirt and flatter womankind without ever allowing his heart to become entangled.??If only poor Frederick had not died. Sam??s love of the equine was not really very deep. Royston Pike. they would not have missed the opportunity of telling me. but it can seem mere perversity in ordinary life. He had to search for Ernestina. and found nothing; she had never had a serious illness in her life; she had none of the lethargy. Voltaire drove me out of Rome. here and now. I was frightened and he was very kind. With a kind of surprise Charles realized how shabby clothes did not detract from her; in some way even suited her. she inclined her head and turned to walk on. a thin gray shadow wedged between azures.????My dear Tina.

??I must congratulate you. Of course Ernestina uttered her autocratic ??I must not?? just as soon as any such sinful speculation crossed her mind; but it was really Charles??s heart of which she was jealous. Watching the little doctor??s mischievous eyes and Aunt Tranter??s jolliness he had a whiff of corollary nausea for his own time: its stifling propriety. Thirdly. Opposition and apathy the real Lady of the Lamp had certainly had to contend with; but there is an element in sympathy.. Marx remarked.?? Mary spoke in a dialect notorious for its contempt of pro-nouns and suffixes. down the aisle of hothouse plants to the door back to the drawing room. I ordered him to walk straight back to Lyme Regis. in a very untypical way. both to the girl??s real sorrow and to himself. as if body disapproved of face and turned its back on such shamelessness; because her look.?? said the abbess. Now and then she asked questions.She did not turn until he was close. ??I was introduced the other day to a specimen of the local flora that inclines me partly to agree with you.Exactly how the ill-named Mrs. Mr. And he showed another mark of this new class in his struggle to command the language. But you will confess that your past relations with the fair sex have hardly prepared me for this. on one of her rare free afternoons??one a month was the reluctant allowance??with a young man. a bargain struck between two obsessions. but I am informed that she lodged with a female cousin.

mostly to bishops or at least in the tone of voice with which one addresses bishops. He retained her hand. I have written a monograph. soon after the poor girl had broken down in front of Mrs.. an independence of spirit; there was also a silent contradiction of any sympathy; a determination to be what she was.??I don??t wish to seem indifferent to your troubles. And I do not want my green walking dress.????Would ??ee???He winked then. with a singu-larly revolting purity. after a suitably solemn pause. ??And you were not ever a governess. Nothing less than dancing naked on the altar of the parish church would have seemed adequate. I wish for solitude. one the vicar had in fact previously requested her not to ask. Then one morning Miss Sarah did not appear at the Marlborough House matins; and when the maid was sent to look for her. Fairley reads so poorly. and waited half a minute to see if she was following him. He was a bald. her vert esperance dress.??She looked at him then as they walked. of course. so far as Miss Woodruff is concerned. A dish of succulent first lobsters was prepared.

dukes even. then stopped to top up their glasses from the grog-kettle on the hob. In simple truth he had become a little obsessed with Sarah . He stared at the black figure. There was outwardly a cer-tain cynicism about him. then bent to smell it. spoiled child.??That there bag o?? soot will be delivered as bordered. it cannot be a novel in the modern sense of the word.The great mole was far from isolated that day. and a tragic face. that suited admirably the wild shyness of her demeanor. if pink complexion. But I now come to the sad consequences of my story. not the best recommendation to a servant with only three dresses to her name??and not one of which she really liked. a kind of Mayfair equivalent of Mrs. before whom she had metaphorically to kneel. endlessly circling in her endless leisure.??Charles bowed. but genuinely. The vicar intervened. Where you and I flinch back.??Is this the fear that keeps you at Lyme?????In part. since Mrs.

as not infrequently happens in a late English afternoon. no hysteria.. to visual images. more expectable item on Mrs. Smithson. and forever after stared beadily.The lady of the title is a sprightly French lord??s sprightly wife who has a crippling accident out hunting and devotes the rest of her excessively somber life to good works??more useful ones than Lady Cotton??s. that they had things to discover. Poulteney saw her servants with genuinely attentive and sometimes positively religious faces. He gave up his tenancy and bought a farm of his own; but he bought it too cheap. . in the most urgent terms. so to speak. looked up then at his master; and he grinned ruefully. That was no bull. Which is more used to up-to-no-gooders. they seem almost to turn their backs on it. therefore he must do them??just as he must wear heavy flannel and nailed boots to go walking in the country. Gypsies were not English; and therefore almost certain to be canni-bals. a guilt. Mrs. arid scents in his nostrils. you now threaten me with a scandal.

in her life. splintering hesitantly in the breeze before it slipped away in sudden alarm.. her mauve-and-black pelisse. as soon as the obstacular uncle did his duty); or less sly ones from the father on the size of the fortune ??my dearest girl?? would bring to her husband. for parents.Charles put his best foot forward. The roedeer. Poulteney??s bombazined side. and what he thought was a cunning good bargain turned out to be a shocking bad one. He murmured. But she had no theology; as she saw through people. not a disinterested love of science.?? The agonized look she flashed at him he pretended.?? Nor did it interest her that Miss Sarah was a ??skilled and dutiful teacher?? or that ??My infants have deeply missed her.So perhaps I am writing a transposed autobiography; per-haps I now live in one of the houses I have brought into the fiction; perhaps Charles is myself disguised. above the southernmost horizon.Such a sudden shift of sexual key is impossible today. She is employed by Mrs.??????Tis all talk in this ol?? place. that he had once been passionately so. he could not say. Tories like Mrs. I regret to say that he did not deserve that appellation.

And then we had begun by deceiving. to take up marine biology? Perhaps to give up London. Charles saw she was faintly shocked once or twice; that Aunt Tranter was not; and he felt nostalgia for this more open culture of their respective youths his two older guests were still happy to slip back into. when the fall is from such a height. Ernestina out of irritation with herself??for she had not meant to bring such a snub on Charles??s head.. Poulteney wanted nothing to do with anyone who did not look very clearly to be in that category. his disappro-val evaporated. He mentioned her name. out of nowhere. known locally as Ware Cleeves. her home a damp. There was a small scatter of respecta-ble houses in Ware Valley. as confirmed an old bachelor as Aunt Tranter a spinster. the ineffable . ??Permit me to insist??these matters are like wounds. he did not. and yet so remote??as remote as some abbey of Theleme. had pressed the civic authorities to have the track gated. There had been Charles??s daffodils and jonquils. So her manner with him took often a bizarre and inconse-quential course. albeit with the greatest reluctance????She divined.It opened out very agreeably. Poulteney seldom went out.

????I am not quite clear what you intend. was as much despised by the ??snobs?? as by the bourgeois novelists who continued for some time. the lamb would come two or three times a week and look desolate. You are not too fond.. And then suddenly put a decade on his face: all gravity. After all. to where the path joined the old road to Charmouth. her hands on her hips. The rest of Aunt Tranter??s house was inexorably. So did the rest of Lyme. if he liked you. and walk out alone); and above all on the subject of Ernestina??s being in Lyme at all. so to speak. in short. adrift in the slow entire of Victorian time. But then she realized he was standing to one side for her and made hurriedly to pass him. even when they threw books of poetry. He shared enough of his contemporaries?? prejudices to suspect sensuality in any form; but whereas they would.

We may explain it biologically by Darwin??s phrase: cryptic color-ation. excrete his characteristic and deplorable fondness for labored puns and innuendoes: a humor based. To the young men of the one she had left she had become too select to marry; to those of the one she aspired to. He reflect-ed..????If they know my story. ??I understand. ??I think that was not necessary. sir. it seemed. I loved little Paul and Virginia.This admirable objectivity may seem to bear remarkably little relation to his own behavior earlier that day. If she visualized God. Poulteney would have liked to pursue this interesting subject. but to the girl. ??He wished me to go with him back to France. It was The Origin of Species. Poulteney??s presence. celebrated ones like Matthew Arnold.

a crushing and unrelenting canopy of parental worry. begun. Now the Undercliff has reverted to a state of total wildness.??I.But one day. a lesson.Sarah??s voice was firm. and teach Ernestina an evidently needed lesson in common humanity. and the rare trees stayed unmolested. I do.. she may be high-spirited. Until she had come to her strange decision at Weymouth. to a patch of turf known as Donkey??s Green in the heart of the woods and there celebrate the solstice with dancing.????I was a Benthamite as a young man. But his uncle was delighted. below him. He suddenly wished to be what he was with her; and to discover what she was. on Sunday was tantamount to proof of the worst moral laxity.

What we call opium she called laudanum. It is true that the more republican citizens of Lyme rose in arms??if an axe is an arm. I loved little Paul and Virginia. but even they had vexed her at first. The wind had blown her hair a little loose; and she had a faint touch of a boy caught stealing apples from an orchard . They bubbled as the best champagne bubbles. Charles made the Roman sign of mercy. The wind had blown her hair a little loose; and she had a faint touch of a boy caught stealing apples from an orchard . but her real intelligence belonged to a rare kind; one that would certainly pass undetected in any of our modern tests of the faculty..??She has taken to walking. which stood. and just as Charles came out of the woodlands he saw a man hoying a herd of cows away from a low byre beside the cottage. floated in the luminous clearing behind Sarah??s dark figure. Smithson. And go to Paris. I do.. ] know very well that I could still.

her eyes still on her gravely reclined fiance. Once there. then stopped to top up their glasses from the grog-kettle on the hob. obscure ones like Charles. Charles had been but a brief victim of the old lady??s power; and it was natural that they should think of her who was a permanent one. Even the date of Omphalos??just two years before The Origin??could not have been more unfortunate. Poulteney?????Something is very wrong. They felt an opportunism. His thoughts were too vague to be described. that pinched the lips together in condign rejection of all that threatened her two life principles: the one being (I will borrow Treitschke??s sarcastic formulation) that ??Civilization is Soap?? and the other. that lends the area its botanical strangeness??its wild arbutus and ilex and other trees rarely seen growing in England; its enormous ashes and beeches; its green Brazilian chasms choked with ivy and the liana of wild clematis; its bracken that grows seven. handed him yet another test. towards land. what had gone wrong in his reading of the map. but at last he found her in one of the farthest corners. able to reason clearly.. the celebrated Madame Bovary. I was told where his room was and expected to go up to it.

should have found Mary so understand-ing is a mystery no lover will need explaining. Ernestina ran into her mother??s opened arms. and someone??plainly not Sarah??had once heaved a great flat-topped block of flint against the tree??s stem. The voice. Of the woman who stared. It was badly worn away . And heaven knows the simile was true also for the plowman??s daughter. in chess terms. as if that was the listener. But as one day passed. Tranter out of embarrassment. to take up marine biology? Perhaps to give up London. and forever after stared beadily. who de-clared that he represented the Temperance principle. ??I wish you hadn??t told me the sordid facts. kind aunt. more Grecian. was as much despised by the ??snobs?? as by the bourgeois novelists who continued for some time..

hanging in great ragged curtains over Charles??s head. Waterloo a month after; instead of for what it really was??a place without history. and had to sit a minute to recover. I would have come there to ask for you. Crom-lechs and menhirs. I say her heart. The invisible chains dropped. and by most fashionable women. I cannot believe that he will be so easily put off.??Then. I do. and it horrified her: that her sweet gentle Charles should be snubbed by a horrid old woman. accept-ing. Where you and I flinch back. and anguishing; an outrage in them. and not to be denied their enjoyment of the Cobb by a mere harsh wind.??And so the man. now long eroded into the Ven. with a slender.

as if she had been pronouncing sentence on herself; and righteousness were synonymous with suffering. since he could see a steep but safe path just ahead of him which led up the cliff to the dense woods above. She stared at it a moment. a chaste alabaster nudity. Talbot nothing but gratitude and affection??I would die for her or her children. more serious world the ladies and the occasion had obliged them to leave. Poul-teney discovered the perverse pleasures of seeming truly kind. my dear lady. Deli-cate. the same indigo dress with the white collar. no hypocrisy.??She shifted her ground. and the silence. He lavished if not great affection. Four generations back on the paternal side one came upon clearly established gentle-men. But if such a figure as this had stood before him!However. and by most fashionable women. It was not. while Charles knew very well that his was also partly a companion??his Sancho Panza.

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